crypt | meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

yep. totally stolen from memebells.
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"You're a fast learner," she said with a bit of a smile, though she was focused on staying close to him. They'd gone dancing a few times but for some reason, right now, it felt more important than ever. It was romantic, the way the sky was getting darker, the music was soft and wafting through the air as she stayed close to him. She leaned up to press her lips to his for a soft kiss, resisting the urge to whisper those words to him because it felt like the perfect moment to do so. "This is the perfect kind of fun."

"Well, I had a lot of motivation, too," he grinned, because it was true - he wanted to dance with her, and he couldn't do that if he was terrible at it. He was just glad he'd been able to pick it back up so quickly, especially because he agreed with her, even if neither of them knew it - things felt right right now, the light and the music and the way it felt like they were the only people in the park. When she leaned up to kiss him, he met her halfway, lips brushing over hers. He wanted to tell her how he felt, that he loved her, but he still wasn't sure it was a good idea. Maybe he could tell her later - at the end of the night. Then he couldn't ruin anything, just in case she was angry or disappointed or... anything other than how he wanted her to be, which was happy.

"It is," he finally agreed, just watching her as they moved slowly. "This is about as far from all that," meaning the war, "as a person can get... and I think that's what it's meant to be. Why we celebrate it." Because, after all, they'd won their independence as a nation after a long, hard war. This was to celebrate not only freedom, but the end of all that.

She blushed when he implied that she was his motivation to get better at dancing. He wasn't so bad, actually, but he'd improved quite a bit and now she was enjoying herself with him. She kissed him back, slowly, even if he was trying to keep it light because she felt happy enough to do so.

"I'm glad you're here to celebrate, that you get to be with me. I'm proud of you, Leckie." She moved to lay her cheek on his chest, eyes closing with a content sigh. "I hope you get the reward you want. So much."

He didn't mind that slow kiss of hers - maybe it wasn't light and playful, but that was all right. He couldn't help but smile, broadly, at her words, moving the hand on her waist up to the small of her back, just holding her close as he glanced down at the top of her head, moving them a little more slowly now that she was pressed close against him. "I hope I do, too," he murmured softly, biting his tongue - literally - before he simply couldn't keep from saying what he wanted to any longer. "Summer.. I want you. I want that to be you, even if we still have a ways to go. I don't care whether this is old or new or something in between... but I love you." His fingers curled gently against her back, but he loosened his grip just a little to let her know if she wanted to move, pull back or - he hoped not - pull away, she could.

It was one of those moments that could never, ever be more perfect. It was one of those moments were time stood still and she was sure that she never wanted to escape it. She listened to what he started to say with a simple smile, though it grew a little wider when he said he wanted her, implying that she was the reward he wanted. But when she heard him say those three words for the first time...

Well, it felt like her heart might burst out of her chest. Immediately, she pulled back to look at him, her eyes searching his to make sure he said it, to make sure this was real. And it was clear that he had, she smiled so brightly, there was no way for any damn fireworks to compete. She took in a breath before she flung her arms around him and dragged him down for a series of happy kisses as she laughed in between each one. "Oh, you really mean it?"

Honestly, it was one of the moments he'd been most nervous since coming back, simply because he didn't know if she'd believe him - or if she'd want to believe him. But admittedly, that nerve-wracking moment was blissfully short, because only a few seconds after she'd stopped and pulled back, she smiled the most dazzling smile he'd perhaps ever seen. He had to laugh with relief - and joy - as she reached up and practically pulled him over trying to get her lips to hers (so he got with the program and found both hands at her waist as he leaned over to make it easier to kiss). "Of course - I really mean it, Summer. I meant every word I said, I promise. I just want you to believe it."

"Of course I believe it," she said in between kisses, smiling against his lips some more. If he hadn't mean it, if he felt obligated to say he loved her because she loved him... well, she figured he'd have said it a while ago. And the pure nervousness in in his eyes told her that he truly meant it. "I love you too. But you know that."

If he'd been nervous before, he was absolutely nothing but relieved and overjoyed now. "Well, that's all that matters to me," he said - he wanted her to believe him, for those words to be what she wanted to hear even though he couldn't remember everything. He could remember enough, and even if he'd never gotten that far, the fact that she did love him, had supported him this entire time without complaint... that spoke volumes. "Maybe I do, but... I like hearing it. Even if you've told me a hundred little ways, every day I've been back." He moved to touch her hair, her temple, looking at her face, feeling like he could never stop smiling. "You are the reason I've gotten this far. Never, ever think otherwise. You are an amazing person."

She knew she needed to stop kissing him like that because people were sure to start staring so she pulled back a little so he could talk. She listened with a bright smile, cheeks rosy as ever. "I love you, I love you, I love you. I'll say it as many times as you want because I've been bottling that up for months now. And you're the reason you got this far. You're strong. I've just been here to help."

He really didn't care if people stared, though he knew she might, so when she pulled back he didn't necessarily try to follow her lips with his. But that didn't mean his smile faded at all - no, if anything it got wider, as his fingers stayed right at her temple, thumb stroking the soft skin there, feeling like he wanted to just freeze this moment forever, how good it felt, how right. "I might never get sick of it... though I'll tell you the same thing just as many times." He had a feeling she needed to hear it more than he did, and he had no problem telling her those words, over and over. And when she said he was strong, his smile turned a little softer, and he said, "Maybe... but you're the reason I want to be strong." It would have been so easy to give up, to move away, to start over... but she had made that impossible for him to even imagine. So the only way was forward, and that had been how they got to where they were, in this park, in this moment. "You've done a lot more than help. And I love you for that, too."

She didn't care either but she knew her father wouldn't be quite so happy to hear that she was making some amorous display in the middle of town, unmarried with a man in uniform. People talked and with her father being who he was, she knew that would only be trouble. But oh, it was so hard to contain her excitement, her joy at hearing those words yet again come from his lips. "Just say it again?" Because he was right in thinking she needed to hear possibly more often than he did, just to make sure it was true, that this wasn't some dream. Her hands moved to his jacket, fingers curling against the fabric as she smiled at him. "You're the reason I am strong."

He was happy to comply with her request, leaning down for one more soft kiss - though a slightly more publicly-acceptable one, just a chaste pressing of lips - before he murmured, "I love you, Summer Roberts. I love you very much." And he hoped to tell her that more than once again before the night was over.

Of course, what he really liked was the way her fingers slid over his jacket, the way she was still smiling up at him, even if they'd both mentally resolved to be good, as it were. "We make each other strong, then," he decided. "That's why people need other people. It's hard to do anything alone."

She was happy to return that kiss, letting it linger a little though she let him keep it chaste. Her thumbs brushed over the lapels of his jacket, her smile widening so much it almost hurt as he said those words to her just as she asked him to. "Thank you. And I love you too."

"It's not impossible but it makes it so much nicer for us to do it together. To do life. And you getting your life back."

"And I love hearing it," he murmured earnestly, resting his forehead against hers (because that couldn't be too unseemly in public, right?). And he nodded a bit when she said going it alone wasn't impossible - but she was right, it was so much easier with someone at your side. Especially someone who loved you like she loved him, and he wanted to be that for her, badly.

"Which means you getting yours back - I hope," he said softly, because while he wasn't vain enough to think that her life revolved around his - and it shouldn't - he knew by now (or had at least guessed) that she had been waiting a long time to start a life together with someone - and that someone was him. And he wanted the same thing, he wanted to pick up his life - because it had seemed pretty good - and move on, start a new one, together with her. "The faith and the love and the hope are all in the waiting." But he wanted to be done waiting, and he was sure she did, too.

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Vain or not. Her life did revolve around him. He was the sun to her earth. And she found herself feeling lost without him. It wasn't that she couldn't be without him, she just simply didn't want to be without him. Not if she had a choice. His words warmed her even if she didn't feel chilly. And it lifted her spirits even though she wasn't sad or downtrodden. She exhaled softly as he spoke poetry to her and she couldn't help but love him more for it. "Yeah, I think I have to agree with that. And you, you are my life, Leckie. I want you to be my life."

Even if she'd already looked happy, the way she just lit up made him forget that it was actually getting dark around them for a moment. He knew he'd been right in saying something, in not waiting anymore, and the way she looked was worth every bit of nervousness, every bit of hemming and hawing over whether to tell her, when to tell her.

"Well... then I'll see what I can do. Even if it takes a little while, okay?" Which, really, was an unspoken promise not to leave, to make sure she was a part of his life - to make sure he was a part of her life. It might take a while, he was just now getting back on his feet - but he was getting there, and he wanted her to know exactly where he'd be when he finally got there. Or finally got as far as he could go, because the doctors had told him he may never get everything back, and he sure wouldn't make her wait forever. But he did want to make sure he could support her - them - before he promised her anything more, or it simply wasn't fair. And if there was a chance that his memory may come back fully... he wanted to give that a little more time.

"I'll wait for you. I always will," she said with conviction in her voice. It was the truth. Four years had been no picnic but at least, here, he was with her. She'd wait as long as she had to even if the road got tough. A war had separated them before and everything else felt insignificant in comparison, even the hurdle of lost memories. "You're worth waiting for." Obviously. And she wanted to marry him, wanted live her life with him, have babies with him, grow old.

The music was starting to die down, she noticed it after a moment and looked up at him with a smile. "Show's about to start."

"That means a lot, Summer. A lot." That she would wait, that she thought he was worth the wait... and still it was just enough of a push, because while she would... he didn't want her to have to wait forever. He thought she had waited enough for all those things that she wanted, because he wanted them too. And even if they were just out of reach, still, they wouldn't always be. Those things they wanted would be within their grasp, and soon, he hoped.

He didn't get much more of a chance to think about it, though as she looked up at him and he realized she was right. It was dark enough outside now and the music was finishing off. "Seems like it," he smiled down at her, squeezing her fingers before moving to gesture that she sit on the sheet again. He moved to pull over the basket again, finally revealing what he had inside - that bottle of champagne and two flutes. "I thought we could have this just before things started to light up."

Of course he was worth the wait, he was everything she wanted, even without his memories. And she loved him. Because even if he couldn't remember, she knew that deep down he was still the same person that wrote her those beautiful letters full of his thoughts and fears and dreams. Maybe they were different now but still, she knew him. And wanted to know this new him more. No matter what, her affection wouldn't fade.

She stole one last kiss before she moved to settle down on the sheet again, gracefully sitting down with the biggest smile on her face. And just when she thought the evening couldn't be any more perfect-- "Champagne?" Honestly, her face might break now. She laughed happily as she leaned over to kiss his lips again and face, where ever she could reach. "Seriously, Leckie? You're the best."

The fact that she loved him either way meant more than he could say, more than he maybe even deserved, but he would work hard to make sure he deserved it, simply because she was just too important to lose. She had been his rock in this trying time, and he wanted to be that for her. He was pretty sure that was what marriage was about, and so that was what he would strive to be able to give her before he asked her. But he definitely planned to ask her, when he was able, and he just silently asked that she would wait just a little more.

Though right now she definitely seemed happy enough - he grinned broadly, though it didn't disappear as she leaned forward to kiss him, making him laugh and move to touch her side gently with his free hand. "I thought the occasion merited it," he said, when she'd given him enough room to speak. "And I think it will go perfect with those cookies you brought." He moved to twist a little so he could open the bottle with a loud pop!, letting it bubble over into the grass just a little before getting to work filling those glasses for them.

For someone who usually had nothing but impatience, Summer was infinitely patient in this. She'd wait for him, she'd wait for the thing she'd been dreaming of for years now. A life with him. No matter how long it took, she'd wait. He didn't ever need to ask.

And she grinned when he spoke, agreeing with a nod that the occasion definitely called for it. She moved so he could open the bottle and she could grab the cookies at his suggestion. "Good idea." She pulled out the cookies, unwrapping them on their plate and setting the snacks between the two of them. "This is so perfect."

Conversely, he couldn't help but eye those cookies as she set them out, happily handing over one of the champagne flutes and holding his up toward hers in an informal toast, though not before he'd taken just a moment to look at her sitting there, how pretty, how happy she looked. "It does feel perfect. To a perfect night, then, and hopefully to many more of them, too."

She caught him looking at her and blushed some, though it may not be noticeable in the dim light of the evening. Her eyes met with his and she smiled at him, "And to us." She tipped her glass to his before taking a nice sip, humming at the taste.

"Definitely to us," he murmured, as their glasses touched. He thought she might be blushing, yeah, but it was hard to tell. Either way, it was hard to tear his eyes off her... though he managed for a moment so he could go after a cookie. The champagne was crisp and cool as it slid down his throat, perfect for a hot summer evening - and he was glad it had stayed cool enough in the shade of the basket on the way over. And he hummed a moment later as he took a bite of their dessert, chewing as slowly as he could bear, savoring it. "I really love your cookies," he murmured, raising the remainder up almost as if in toast, too, before it went into his mouth. "And I was right - they go great with champagne."

She watched with pride as he ate her cookie with such relish, her eyes sparkling with happiness as she sipped on her champagne a few more times before reaching for a cookie herself. "Well they were made with love for you so..."

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