meme | #002 -- absolute obedience ( do you do you want to )

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the ABSOLUTE OBEDIENCE MEME 1. Post with your character. 2. That character is compelled to follow the orders of anyone who replies. 3. Any orders. 4. Any orders. Meme Strategy: There's nothing in the rules about whether or not your character knows s/he must obey - as well, the other character might not know that s/he must be obeyed. Play it however you like. Don't like the orders you got? Not willing to have your character follow them, even if you've had a good time up to this point? Talk to the other player, use OOC notes or PMs, try and work it out. Got some stuff you'd never want to play out? Consider making a preferences post and linking to it when you reply here. Wanna give orders that people would love to follow? Give em context. Make it a story. Is this about revenge? Working out some personal issues? Too dumb to realize that the other guy has to do whatever your guy says?

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[eternaliyah]

Hold me.

[magnetic_magpie]

[He shifts enough to wrap his arm around Daniel, his chin against Daniel's hair.]

[eternaliyah]

[Yes. That's nice.]

...I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with this.

[magnetic_magpie]

[He kicks them to continue to sway gently.]

Neither do I.

[eternaliyah]

This is all slow baby steps. We don't even know how - maybe I should just - rip the bandaid off. Say something big and awful and see if we can power through this.

[But he's scared.]

[magnetic_magpie]

Keep people on it. See what can be found out.

[So is he. Of being trapped, of being used, of losing the only place that sort of, some times, feels safe.]

[eternaliyah]

They are.

Tell me what I can do to make this better.

[magnetic_magpie]

I don't know. There's nothing you can say to make me feel more safe. I don't want you here, but I don't want to be alone.

[eternaliyah]

[Nuzzles into his chest and sings a rough, half-muffled old lullabye. Because of reasons.]

[magnetic_magpie]

[That's soothing. He'll cuddle closer.]

[eternaliyah]

[Snuggles and sings and maybe hums when he runs out of verses.]

[magnetic_magpie]

[Very slowly, he relaxes. Little by little, but his muscles soften.]

[eternaliyah]

[Pets and hums and cuddles.]

Sleep. And have sweet dreams.

[magnetic_magpie]

Stay.

[Otherwise, no dammit, he doesn't want to.]

[eternaliyah]

Hush, of course I will. Now sleep.

[magnetic_magpie]

Fine.

[And he does sleep, even if he keeps a pretty tight grip on Daniel the entire five hours.]

[eternaliyah]

[He lies awake, enjoying the solid warmth of him, turning their situation over and over in his head. Until his phone vibrates in his pocket, and he gets an update on the translation work, and groans.]

[magnetic_magpie]

[He wakes slowly, clutching at Daniel like a child would a teddy bear or favorite blanket, with almost a whimper, as if he's trying to not wake, but finally opens his eyes.]

What's wrong?

[eternaliyah]

[He hugs Magneto a little tighter with the arm still wrapped around him.]

We've figured out how it works a little better.

[Said in an almost soothing, this-is-the-good-news-isn't-it-helpful sort of tone, hopeful and brittle.]

[magnetic_magpie]

[It's something in the tone, something he can't place, but it sets his nerves off and he tenses.]

Yes?

[eternaliyah]

[He sighs, nuzzles Magneto lightly, then leans away enough to look each other in the eyes comfortably, though they're still touching. Then he says, in a quiet, resigned way,]

It's...the more resistance you have to an order, the more it...uses up the curse. Telling you to do things you don't mind has barely any effect.

[magnetic_magpie]

[As Daniel talks, he gets more and more tense.]

...Oh

[eternaliyah]

Yeah.

[Sigh hug whatdotheydo.]

So. I'm going to be really horrible to you now.

Fuck, I'm sorry about this.

[But he can't leave you like this. He won't. Whatever it costs him.]

[magnetic_magpie]

No.

[It's stubborn, but almost fearful. Because even if he didn't think this reason, it's what he was afraid of.]

[eternaliyah]

[Daniel strokes his hair gently. He's probably going to get shoved away soon, but god they both need it. Saying yes, apologizing again, all of it - there's nothing he can say that won't make it worse, that won't just be dragging this out. He drags in a breath.]

From now until this ends, you have to forgive yourself. For everything.