That's impossible. My Father is a kind and loving God. He brings us back because He forgives us, because He knows our intentions.....even if not our actions... are pure. He does not 'dick' with people, not his soldiers, and not his most-loved children.

[Castiel sounds like he's trying to convince himself just as much - or maybe more - than Dean.]

I asked Him, before I did it. I asked Him if it was the right thing to do. He had no answer for me, not in the wind, or in the snow....Should I have taken His silence as a no?

[He lifts his head and stares off into the distance.]

What does He want, Dean? That's all I'd like to know.