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annabelle van der graft ([personal profile] the) wrote in [community profile] crypt2011-12-21 01:09 am

meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME


Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

- post as your character.
- others go to RNG and roll numbers 1-22 then respond setting up a scenario.
- respond and have fun!

01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

yep. totally stolen from memebells.
frolic with your subject lines and be free!
plumblossom: (❀ surprised)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 04:11 am (UTC)(link)
[ A tinge of red appears on her cheeks, and there's a delay before her reply. ]

Not at all! I made extra, extra sure I had free time today, and I told Hong Kong that I absolutely couldn't make it, you know, he's always throwing these fancy parties, and Singapore said that he was busy, anyway, so our plans got cancelled, and my dramas were rescheduled, and...

[ not a hassle at all... ]

S-so Japan shouldn't worry about it...
sideglance: (so cute)

[personal profile] sideglance 2011-12-24 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I see... [Oh. Well now he feels bad, but really what was he expecting? It was a busy time of year. To call her out here so suddenly... Of course there would be things to cancel. That only meant he couldn't waste this meeting.

It's hard to tell if the pink on his cheeks now is from the cold or something else, but he looks sideways.]


Ah, there is something I have been meaning to tell Taiwan-san...
plumblossom: (silverlight ❀ confused)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ Taiwan tilts her head when he looks away. Is he hiding something? ]

Hm? What is it? [ She doesn't make any assumptions like she often does. This meeting might even be more important to Japan than anything else. ]
fourseasons: (it does not look promising)

[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-24 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Ahh...

[He'd already started, there was no turning back, and he was still tempted to try. Why was that? Honestly, he was this sort of coward, wasn't he? He fixes a frown and raises a hand to mess with his own hair, thinking. Stalling...]

We have been through many things together. ...That is to say, I believe that it is safe to say I know Taiwan-san quite well. [He stops here, thinking still. He knows her, but how honest has he ever been? He's really not the kind of person anyone should admire. Was this sort of selfish confession going to place a burden on Taiwan as well? Agh...]
plumblossom: (❀ alright)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ What was it that Japan was having difficulty with? That's something he can't hide from her. She attempts to relax to help him. ]

Mm! I know Japan really well, too! [ Taiwan has a second thought. She doesn't was to seem so full of herself. ] Well, okay, not really, ehehe. There are still a lot of things I don't know, I bet.
sideglance: (is that so?)

[personal profile] sideglance 2011-12-24 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
...A few things, at least.

[That's softer than the rest of what he'd been saying, and he brings a thoughtful hand to his face. Also to sort of hide it... even just a bit.]

Ah, w-well... Though it is a bit difficult to admit, a-and I am still unsure if it is even something to be mentioned, considering... [He trails off there. Considering how much he fails w;A;w But wow he's really starting to turn red...]
plumblossom: (❀ laughing)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ Taiwan chuckles at how flushed he's getting. So even he can be adorable like this, too! She gets a little closer, putting her hands behind her back. ]

I won't laugh, I promise!
fourseasons: (o-oh...)

[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-24 07:36 am (UTC)(link)
[That really doesn't help at all, but he keeps pushing forward. (Though really he keeps looking further and further away...)]

T-t-the truth is, ah, t-that... [Come on, Japan, focus!] ...Somehow, though I have tried to avoid it, I have found... [He's red as ever now! And shaking! Oh nooo he's going to say it, how can he say it subtly...]

T-Taiwan-san is... very important to me, and so...
plumblossom: (silverlight ❀ sad)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 07:50 am (UTC)(link)
Japan is very important to me, too. Very, very important.

[ Blushing a bit as well, she steps forward, clasps her hands in front of her and seems to whisper into them. ]

Even more important than I expected him to be...
sideglance: (wait a minute!)

1/2

[personal profile] sideglance 2011-12-24 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Taiwan stepping forward like that is enough to set him into another level of embarrassment. Saying that sort of thing, looking so cute...! No, he's no good at all! He's horrible for even bringing this up! He'll force her to pity him, and things will be awkward, and oh gosh...

But he can't just leave it at this now. Even if it's... social seppuku or something, he can't just...

OKAY. HE CAN DO THIS. AS A TRUE JAPANESE MAN. Those hands that he had held in front of him rather defensively moved up and he covered his face a bit. So manly...]
sideglance: (too embarrassing...)

[personal profile] sideglance 2011-12-24 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
I-I... Ah... that is... How shall I put this...

[It's almost like the heat from his face could melt all of the snow in the garden. At least he's not even remembering that it's winter anymore. Those aren't shivers, they're nervous shakes, and he's just going to get this over with--!]

I truly... love Taiwan-san! Though it is completely uncalled for me to admit such a selfish thing so suddenly, and in public, without the proper setup... I could not hold it back any longer!

A-as much as I may feel this way, however, I realize I could not possibly... Ah, I mean, Taiwan-san deserves much more than... T-than what I can possibly offer. So this sort of confession is simply... Ah... Simply...
plumblossom: (pink 1 ❀ crying)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-24 01:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Wait, wait, wait, this is happening too fast! Did he just say-? Surely her ears are playing tricks on her! ... No, that doesn't seem to be the case at all. He's red, shaking and trembling there in the cold - the complete opposite of the Japan everyone's used to. Which means...

Taiwan's at a loss for words. She certainly wasn't expecting this sort of confession. From Japan, no less! Her heart's pounding faster than ever before, and although one can barely see them, even her ears are turning red from reasons other than the cold. She's smiling. Crying, too. ]


Simply what? ... Why does Japan think so? [ Taiwan asks weakly. She lifts her hands and, with a bit of hesitation, reaches out to carefully lower his arms. ] H-hey, don't look away.
fourseasons: (looking sadly)

[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-25 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh no, he made her cry... Though he's still shaking, he lets her lower his arms and stares at her more directly than he normally would. It only lasts a brief moment, though, and then he moves his eyes to the side.]

... I am not the sort of person who would be good for Taiwan-san. [Or anyone, he thinks, but there's no point in adding that. Taiwan's who he cares about the most, and that's just... ...]

F-forgive me if this places any sort of burden on Taiwan-san, but I simply wished-- ah... [He'd already said it, what more was there to add? Only one thing he could think of, as he cleared his thoughts.]

Thank you for befriending someone such as myself. Despite everything...
plumblossom: (silverlight ❀ sad)

[personal profile] plumblossom 2011-12-25 03:37 am (UTC)(link)
Stupid!

Stupid, stupid... You're not being a burden to anyone. Because the Japan I know right now is kind and always helping me... I'm the one being a burden. But I don't know how else to pay you back. Saying that I'm better off with someone else... I think it's more like I don't deserve you.

[ She moves even closer and rests her head on his shoulder. There's a pause before she speaks up again. ]

You wanna know something?
fourseasons: (Default)

SORRY I AM SLOW FOREVER

[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-26 09:40 pm (UTC)(link)


[He didn't expect that sort of speech at all, somehow, even with knowing how kind Taiwan has always been. And with how close she is now, he's forgotten to breathe and he's not sure what to say or how to respond or even what to think, but she seems to pick up with a question anyway.]

...What is it?