crypt | meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME

Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

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[Well, this sucks. On a scale of one to things that really fucking suck, it's up there in the stratosphere. Off the fucking charts. But lately that feeling in her gut that she's made a point to ignore has been hitting hard, and she can't really take it anymore.

And maybe saying so in the car, when she's behind the wheel, isn't the best time to voice it, but Wichita's never been good at this shit.]

-- I think we should split.

( drawn out of his mindless staring at the open road, he looks over her at her, then mumbles, )

Colour me sur-fucking-prised.

( well, he is that she's picking now to bring it up, when there have been opportune or at least relevant moments in the recent past where they both chose instead to avoid The Talk, or whatever this will unfold to be. now, in perfect silence on the dead road. )

You want me to get out right here?

No. [Her grip changes on the wheel, eyes locked on the faded yellow lines that mark the center of the road.

What did she want? She wanted this feeling of paranoia and suspicion to back the hell off. She wanted to not feel like she needed to shove him away before she got too attached. But she's sure none of that will ever happen, so.]

I meant-- Once we find somewhere to crash, I probably won't stick around. I'll just leave. [Jesus, saying this stuff to someone is a lot harder than just doing it.] Easier that way.

( so basically she is choosing zombies over him. with his history with women, he would love to not be trapped in a moving vehicle with her right now. when he speaks his tone is all about being accusatory. )

Easier than what?

Easier than sitting here pretending we're not wondering which one of us will screw the other one over first. Than-- Than trying to work against our instincts? [Her brow furrows as she tries to figure out what's got her wanting to run now, but it really does all come down to that fear of trusting someone without even realizing it. She does put a lot of faith in Wesley, more than she'll admit to.

And now she's feeling defensive about it.]

Maybe you can handle that uncertainty, but I can't. I thought I could, but it's not- [Not worth it? That's literally the opposite of what she wanted to say. Every part of her wanted it to be worth it, but there was no way of knowing.] -happening.

( she can't trust him. okay, having her back against hordes of the undead aside. she can't trust him with the other stuff. it sounds to him like pretty much: it's not you, it's me. and when is that ever the fucking truth. )

Are you bullshitting me?

( does he sound a little impressed even? )

You're telling me your trust issues are so bad you're going to throw yourself into a zombie apocalypse.

[That makes her look over at him, but just so she can give him a look.]

Believe it or not, I was on my own a long time before I ran into you. It's not like I'd be running around blind if I left by myself.

[No, now's not the time to get bitchy about this.]

But yes, my trust issues are that bad. And I thought you'd prefer this to me just leaving without a word, usually I wouldn't even leave it for discussion. I'm trying to be upfront about it and you're calling it bullshit.

Because I don't fucking believe you. Tell me I'm an uncommunicative asshole, I'm shit in bed, I never call anymore, because it's got to be something if you'd rather take your chances out there than spend another day with me.

( and here are wesley's trust issues right back. if he's getting abandoned he'd like to know the actual reason why because the last time he didn't he paid for it with a life of soul-sucking mediocrity and spinelessness. and he knows he's got flaws. he knows he can be a prick. he'd rather be told that than be conned down gently. )

You're not shit in bed. [Wichita's wishing she wasn't driving, just because right now is when she'd press her hands against her eyes until she saw stars, just to avoid making some kinda face or saying something else that could make this worse.

With that in mind she pulls over, throws the truck into park and lets the heels of her hand meet her eye sockets. A slow press to give her a second and try to explain.]

I can't trust you. [she sighs] And it's not because of anything you've said or done, or didn't say or didn't do, I just can't. And I want to, I thought maybe if I let myself- [Nnh, take two.] I thought maybe if I went along with your plans to escape this hellhole of a country I'd learn to trust you but I can't and I feel like shit for it.

meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

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