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annabell van der graft ([personal profile] the) wrote in [community profile] crypt2011-12-21 01:09 am

meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME


Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest.

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01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore.
02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance.
03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need.
04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore.
05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you.
06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though.
07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it.
08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back.
09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it.
10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it
11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover.
12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything.
13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it.
14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried.
15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness.
16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together.
17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth.
18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life.
19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up.
20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them?
21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them.
22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

yep. totally stolen from memebells.
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♥! chu!

[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-28 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[He only pauses a second longer before idk taking an arm and fixing something I AM THE BEST MEDIC YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW.]

In some ways, perhaps... [A sort of frown.] Isn't there a point when Seifer should accept help?

chu <3

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-28 07:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Heh... Call it a dislike of loose ends.

[Though he winces a bit this kind of hurts to move, and treat, and everything. Breathing in general just sucks bluuuuuh his life.]

I ain't gonna come home for tea Japan.

[Meaning I guess he won't be taking time out of whatever he's doing to humour Japan as per usual. He is doing... important... undefined things lmfao XD]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-28 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I do not recall asking for that.

[Though there's a quiet sort of ashamed frown, but he has to move around to deal with things anyway, so it's not seen for too long.]

What are you doing, ending up like this? [That was more direct than he wanted it to be, but woops. Honestly though, while he is concerned about what physically happened he's sort of wondering just what Seifer is thinking or doing that causes this sort of event to happen... If that makes sense sob. He's not trying to be like BAD SEIFER GETTING INJURED!! Because that happens. But more like, you don't have to be alone so are you... or something....

I give up on words.]

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
[FFFFFF well Seifer hurts too much to make a fuss about it. He'll just let his head drop forward onto his chest. To his credit he's not screaming, but he kind of would really like to because this hurts a hell of a lot.]

Heh... Think that's the question of the centur'.

[And boy is he tired of that one...]

I got into a fight naturally.

[Stating the obvious, his powers of deflection aren't at their highest at the moment.]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 03:12 am (UTC)(link)
I can see that much... [He's trying to be as gentle as possible at least!! But yeah not really working, huh.. Somehow he's stuck between a lecture and not asking any more, but he knows Seifer is tired and so he just sighs and works at another wound.]

Seifer can truly worry me at times. [gjdfksgdjkgjdkf Japan why do you say these things weeps]

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Lmao he's tempted to just say what else is new, but, he's just not even going to bother. He's sure Japan knows at this point and it's just easier being quiet. So.]

... ... ...
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
[He'll wait until he's finished up helping with the wounds or whatever to step back and actually speak again.]

What sort of fight was this?

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
... ... ...

[He actually looks away at that. What fight was it, well... where does he even begin? Or rather how does he not.]

A losing one.
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 03:31 am (UTC)(link)
Is it too prying of me to ask...?

[He pauses, and then shakes his head.]

Ah, actually, I believe I should be a bit more clear in this case. I would like to hear what's on your mind.

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
[That he mcfucked up /shot but lmao no uuuuh LMAO HE IS NOT SURE ANYONE HAS EVER ASKED HIM THAT BEFORE. Most people seem to think... he... doesn't think. At all. Ever. Period lmfao. Wow he's honestly kind of speechless over here..... in a holycrap I have never encountered this situation before, not a being a douche omgz Japan asking this!?!??! way.

He really doesn't even know what to say, so he says the first thing that comes to mind:]


I'm an idiot.

[Pause. Ah... that was..... a little too honest.]

...I made some mistakes. I can handle them.

[And that last part is a little too quick, way to throw him off his game Japan.]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 04:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Well that first statement reveals a lot, and he sort of crosses his arms at the last one. Handle them... He thinks he understands this line of thinking at least to a point. He knows addressing that idiot comment will do no good. Instead he'll go for that all too quick follow up to having mistakes.]

How do you plan on that? [Just wanting to know more.]

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
[That's a good question. How does he plan on that lmao? Uhh...]

Tch... still workin' that one out. Since when've you been into twenty questions?

[He is really not helpful. Though maybe he feels a bit defensive. He knows Japan's just worried, but some part of him can't help, but feel Japan thinks he's not up to the task. And agree.

He hates that...]


... ... ...I don't know yet.

[Stark admittance.]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
I have always been so curious. It is just that my way of thinking has changed a bit...

[He looks down and sort of leans back against a wall or something a little more.]

Ahh, so what are the mistakes, then?

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
...Heh. I think it's changed too much for me.

[He's an old man, how's he supposed to handle this if you go changing the game all around on him Japan? But sigh... he closes his eyes.]

... ... ...There's a girl.

[Because. There's always a girl. ...Lmfao this is so true it's sad at this point. DAMN HIM AND HIS LOVE OF TROUBLESOME GIRLS...]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[There's just a knowing sort of glance at the change comment. And maybe a little amused. He can't help it okay... But at the girl comment, oh. Oh hm.

Stop falling for taken chicks!!!!]


Ah, that sort of thing? [Wow don't sound like it makes so much sense Japan jgklfdjgkdf BUT HE MEANS WELL...] What happened?

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 05:50 am (UTC)(link)
I got thrashed is what happened.

[Ohwait that was a more open question. He's just being, a, well, douche lmfao this name is so appropriate ide... BUT OKAY WHAT HAPPENED...]

I may have told her trying to change the world was a bad idea. ...Ya know. Of the genocidal sort.

[Cough cause of course he couldn't be attracted to a sane chick either.]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 05:54 am (UTC)(link)
...

[W-why does Seifer have such strange tastes, he's wondering. But ahem, right.]

I see... [...] So she did this? And what is the situation now? [Did she run off to kill people HOW DO YOU GET INTO THESE SITUATIONS no he's really wondering this but, with concern. yes.]

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
[FROOOOOOOOOOWN... lmao he doesn't... really like talking about this JAPAN IS GETTING THE WRONG IDEA AND okay it's the right idea, but still, cough.]

She had some friends.

[Pause sob god wtf does he even say...]

...You can stop lookin' at me like that y'know.
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
...My apologies.

[He'll glance away, but that's all. He's still like man this situation... Most importantly, though he's not looking at him, he'll still revisit a certain question.]

What does Seifer expect to do about this alone?

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 06:15 am (UTC)(link)
[Very long pause.]

...What I wasn't strong enough to do last time.

[Well now... these thoughts are fairly dark. His hand clenches on the floor.]

Any other questions?
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
Just what is Seifer labeling as "strong?"

[You can take that as a yes he has another question, though that's a bit more stern than the rest of his speech has been. The concern's not missing from it, though.]

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-29 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
The ability to protect everyone.

[No matter the cost. Or how dear it might be to him. Yeeeeep. Idek where the fuck I'm going with this THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN CAT MAKES UP SHITTY BACKSTORY.]

Be bad if I let her go out killin' people. I am responsible.

[Kind of. Sort of. He uh... loves her. So sure why not lmfao.]
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-29 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
[The backstory is beautiful can't you hear me sobbing]

"Everyone"... Does that include yourself? [He pauses.]

Why is that something that must be done alone?

[personal profile] douchebagging 2011-12-30 02:44 am (UTC)(link)
[He forces himself to stand at that. ...Yeah hold on this is going to take a few tries. BUT GOD HIS PRIDE MAN...]

... ... ...I don't want anyone else to kill her.

[As a man...!! Lmao no as a selfish asshole he has to be the one to do it. Because. He loves her B( ...lmao sob wtf is this even.]

Gonna stop me?
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[personal profile] fourseasons 2011-12-30 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[He stands up a bit more straight instead of leaning where he was. Stop him... Would he? He doesn't agree with that sort of view. Being the only one to kill her. But it's important to Seifer...

But at what cost? Going alone like this was foolish. And while he wouldn't fight for just any reason, he would help Seifer if it meant saving lives. Saving Seifer? Hm.]


Seifer... How far has this mindset taken you before?