meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )

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HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest. - post as your character. - others go to RNG and roll numbers 1-22 then respond setting up a scenario. - respond and have fun! 01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore. 02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance. 03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need. 04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore. 05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you. 06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though. 07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it. 08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back. 09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it. 10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it 11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover. 12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything. 13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it. 14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried. 15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness. 16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together. 17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth. 18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life. 19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up. 20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them? 21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them. 22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea.

yep. totally stolen from memebells.
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09 btw. bc i neglected to put it down before bc i fail.

[chosenone]

[ She hugs her arms around herself and starts pacing, immediately. ]

It's --- It's a thing. You remember, that time, when -- you let yourself get more drunk than angels get drunk, and I was drinking, and -- there was much... badness and then with all the nudity...

He loves his life rly XD

[bunkbuddy]

[He instantly dislikes where this is going, because it can't be going anywhere good.]

Of course. I don't know about badness, but the nudity rings a bell.

[Well it's not like he'd SHOW her that he's on edge. Better to just tease.]

better. he. better.

[chosenone]

Okay, so you remember the-- the thing that happened with the nudity...?

[ This is going somewhere, Lu, and by the way she completely avoids all eye contact it might be easy to figure out. Ish. ]

[bunkbuddy]

[He doesn't make this easy on her. He mojo's her memory, just idly flashing an image here or there, of the varied positions they had tried that night. A Slayer and the Devil...it gave them room to get creative.]

...I know why you're here, Buffy.

[he stands and moves closer to her.]

What are you going to do about it?

[chosenone]

[ She looks at him and her eyes widen and then she looks away, and starts pacing again. ]

I thought we agreed no mind-ready.

[ Whatever, pacing. Pacing, freaking out, emphatically gesturing... ] I don't know. I can't -- It's a child. It's a child and it's growing in there and it's already grown some, and I don't -- [ And then she looks at him again, hugging her arms around herself and taking a deep breath. ]

I want to keep it. But -- but it's yours, too, and I don't want to do a bounds-overstepping thing, and I don't even know what happens with people and angels and -- god, will it be human?

[bunkbuddy]

No. It won't be human. [And he doesn't know what to think of this either, she wants to keep it, why would she, doesn't she understand it's an abomination?

But that's what God had thought. It annoys him that this is one of the only issues he still agrees with God about. And yet--there are advantages.]

It's not just one of the nephilim. It's mine. It's going to be the anti-Christ. It's going to have powers that will help it destroy the world and raise Hell. It's already corrupted, Buffy.

[chosenone]

Oh, god.

[ The irony. ]

I'm -- I'm -- the Slayer! I can't be -- with -- [ There has to be a place to sit. She's just going to pace until she finds a place to thud down and stare horrified at whatever she can stare at and she's just going to look down at her stomach like there's anything she can do. ]

Lucifer, what -- what do we -- isn't there anything? I mean, isn't it being mine something that might help it be not evil?

[bunkbuddy]

[He crosses over to stand beside her.]

God had the last nephilim destroyed. And none of those were mine. [So the children of loyal angels came out so dangerous God had them killed...imagine what the one created by Lucifer would be.]

But I won't let it ruin the earth.

[Humanity? Eh, sure, the kid can kill them.]

[chosenone]

[ She would lean toward him but her mind is too singularly focused to make her muscles do anything. ]

It's our child. How -- What if -- we can raise it, to believe in -- in something good. That could work. And God'll just have to deal with it.

[bunkbuddy]

[It's a peculiar effect of the nephilim that their parents become protective of them. It's how they survived to adulthood; it's why Gabriel had to kill them. The closer Lucifer is to her, the more distant his own disdain for the child is. He crouches down beside Buffy, fingers drifting through her hair.]

We could. I know a Slayer has never been mother to a nephil before. And I know that God has been wrong about almost everything else...

[chosenone]

[ It's probably because when an angel bonds that closely with a human and there's a child born there's some super intense emotional pull connecting the parents that are also tied to the child and blah blah psych 101. ]

Pretty much everything. Like you, for instance. Totally wrong about you.

[bunkbuddy]

[He smiles; it's always especially gratifying to hear from her, the Chosen One, that God was wrong.]

Then you still want to keep it?

[chosenone]

.. Yes. I want to keep it. God, I couldn't -- it's not a monster. It's innocent. I can't kill an innocent, Lucifer. Not now. Not ever, but especially --

[ She puts her hand on her stomach, then looks at him, full-eye-contact for the first time... then back down. ]

We made this.

[bunkbuddy]

[He settles beside her, arm around her.]

You'll have a lot of stories to make up, then. Somehow I don't think the truth is going to get you a very large baby shower.

[chosenone]

I'm not going to lie to my friends.

[ She leans toward him, resting her head on his shoulder. ]

I can see the headlines now. Warrior of the People gives birth to Anti-Christ. Tabloids abound.

[bunkbuddy]

If people know, they will try to kill you. Human beings will try to kill you. [And she won't kill them, he knows. It puts her at a severe disadvantage.]

But, on the upside, monsters will be lining up to bodyguard for you.

[chosenone]

Willow can help. She's good at protection. [ No, she won't. But... ]

That's new. You sure they won't be all about making sure to kick a girl while she's not at her physical best?

[bunkbuddy]

You can't tell Willow that it's mine, Buffy. Not until it's born.

[His hand rests over hers, resting on her stomach.]

It's mine. They won't touch it. At least, the things which can sense it won't.... Vampires, most types of demon.

[chosenone]

But it's -- it's Willow. I don't -- I can't lie to her.

[ Swallowing, she closes her eyes. God, this is so hard. So much harder than what she was prepared to face after sleeping with the devil. ]

So what now?

[bunkbuddy]

[He knows. And it's not as if he won't be around, too. It's not as if Willow won't see him...and he won't lie to her, either.]

...Then you won't lie to her. If you can convince her not to act against us, there's no reason to lie. And right now, we're going to find somewhere to set up a safehouse.

[chosenone]

She won't. I know she won't. She'll - okay, maybe she won't understand, but she won't try to hurt me, or the baby.

[ Wait, safehouse? ]

I can't le--I still have to do my job.

[bunkbuddy]

And you will.

[He stands, and offers a hand to her.]

We can turn your house into the safehouse. Or your bedroom...somewhere only we can go.

[chosenone]

How? [ She takes his hand, nevertheless. What's he planning, anyway? ] It's just the same old house, right?

[bunkbuddy]

Sigils. It will keep angels out, and with some tweaking I can keep humans away, too.

[chosenone]

[ Swallowing, Buffy nods. ] We can do that. The basement. It's safe down there.