meme | #001 -- hardest words to say ( and i'd do anything to make you stay )
HARDEST THING TO SAY MEME Sometimes the hardest things to say are also the most important. It doesn't matter how much it scares you to do so, it's finally time to be honest. - post as your character. - others go to RNG and roll numbers 1-22 then respond setting up a scenario. - respond and have fun! 01. I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE Unfortunately, you can't keep lying to your partner/friend/family anymore. You just don't feel the same for them anymore. 02. I WOULD KILL YOU The person who means so much to you has done something completely unforgivable and now it's time to make sure they know where they stand. You would kill them if you ever got the chance. 03. I LOVE YOU, BUT... A bittersweet love confession. You know you love this person more than anything, but you're not sure you can give them what they need. 04. I DON'T TRUST YOU No matter how you feel about this person, you really can't trust them anymore. 05. SACRIFICE You're going to sacrifice yourself, for the person you're talking with or for the good of all humanity. You want them to know the reasons and that there's no stopping you. 06. TROUBLE You're in trouble and you might not make it through. You need to let at least one person know how you feel before it's too late though. 07. CRIME CONFESSION You did something you weren't proud of and now it's time to admit it. 08. DEMONS We've all got our demons and we've all got our own personal nightmares we have to face, but this time? You can't hold it all back. 09. I'M PREGNANT... Now's not the best time for it maybe or maybe you're just nervous how your partner will react, but they need to hear it. 10. BETRAYAL You've betrayed this person and you have to tell them the truth, no more running from it 11. CHEATED You've been unfaithful and it's time to tell your lover. 12. BROKEN That's it. You've had it. You are entirely broken and tired of everything. 13. AFRAID Something has you deathly afraid and you need to talk about it. 14. HELP ME You need someone to help you, bad. You can't do it alone anymore, you've tried. 15. I'M SORRY You said something or did something horrible and now it's time to ask for forgiveness. 16. YOU WERE A MISTAKE Sorry, but whoever you're talking to was the biggest mistake of your life or maybe it was just something you did together. 17. NOT WHO I SAY I AM You're so far from who they think you are, you need to finally tell the truth. 18. LET'S RUN AWAY You want to just get out, leave everything behind and be with this one person for the rest of your life. 19. ASHAMED Either you're ashamed of something they have done or something you did, either way you need to bring it up. 20. CAN'T REMEMBER The person standing in front of you looks so happy to see you, so relieved, but how do you tell them you can't remember a thing about them? 21. HOW COULD YOU You don't understand how they could treat you like they have, do what they have done when you've done nothing but be good to them. 22. YOUR CHOICE Either choose an option from above, mix and match, or make up your own idea. |
yep. totally stolen from memebells.
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09 NO I'M KIDDING. 14.
And she doesn't know where else to go, who she can trust to burden with her fears and her thoughts and her needs. yuuki doesn't want to be left behind by him, either, and her desperation is showing. that fear wells up and pools like blood, sinking into her lungs and seeping into her stomach until she's sick and can barely breathe. it's why she doesn't even realize it initially, that she's clutching onto his sleeve before he can leave, pulling him back into a world of her own that she's just previously dismissed him from.
(because, she's told him, nothing is wrong and her fake smile is not fragile enough to break for him. he has his own problems and concerns, he doesn't need to hear hers, doesn't need to carry that weight on his shoulders. and yet--)]
...Wait.
LMFAO SCREAM (sorry for the delay bb!)
he turned around, finding his heart caught in his throat. her tiny hand grasping at the fabric of his jacket. her eyes were different. completely. he braced himself. ]
Yuuki, are you -- [ no, obviously she wasn't. ]
... What is it? [ he wanted to help. he'd do anything. ]
(no worries, sorry for my own !!)
but now?
now she couldn't.
the girl swallowed, tried to keep her voice steady as thoughts raced through her mind. where to start? someone was listening. someone she cared about was listening. that meant everything to her, didn't it? shouldn't this be easier now?
it wasn't. not at all.
her delicate fingers fisted against the fabric of his jacket, only for a moment lightening their hold when he turned before resuming it, tightening even further than previously as if letting go meant he would disappear. she was afraid he would, too, just like everyone else that she ever cared about. yuuki took a step closer, looking up at shouichi in silent pleading (why did she have to say it? why couldn't he already know?) before lowering her head without a word and reaching with another hand to grasp at his other sleeve for support.]
I'm sorry, I— [she choked back an unfamiliar sound, a small sob, as she tried to regain her composure. It had just been there, where was it now?] —I can't do this...
never be sorry u///u <3
just watching her made his jaw ache. he could hardly process the devastation in her eyes and it made him all too aware of his movement, as if one shift would send her skittering away like a frightened rabbit. slowly, but sincerely he began to wrap his arms around her shoulders. protectively. he wasn't going anywhere.
he didn't want her to, either.
he'd give her all the time in the world. ]
Let me help. [ he spoke quietly, hoping to say all of the right things. ]
I'll do anything. [ anything at all. ]
n///n <3
when was the last time she heard words like those that weren't from her own mouth? she was having a hard time remembering, and with each second passing without an answer she felt herself losing more and more.
what was she losing to, exactly?
herself. her insecurities. her powerlessness. her loneliness. ]
Don't leave me. [ she whispered, words breaking in between forming tears. this wasn't her, she was better than this. better than sinking to her knees and begging dependency on another. but without kaname, without zero, she couldn't—
—there was nothing—
she didn't know anymore. and she didn't know what she could ask of shouichi to make things tolerable again. this place. everything that had happened. everything that was going to ultimately happen. she didn't know if there was anything that could be done. she'd never felt so lost and helpless and for the first time she realized that her only support left was the man in front of her.
could she ask that of him, though?
of course, she already had by telling him not to leave her, hadn't she. it was too late to turn back now and yuuki was sure in a better state of mind she'd regret pouring her heart onto someone she cared so deeply for, to burden them with the feelings that constantly churned and rippled inside of her.
but, for now... she looked up at him, forcing a sad smile all the while with tear-glazed eyes. it was so much to ask. too much, maybe. ] ...Please. You won't, will you...?
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really, he'd been over the moon about her since they'd first met. when things looked their worst, all she'd have to do was smile. after all of the times she'd been his support, he didn't understand how he could do anything else but give her everything he had. if it hadn't been for yuuki, shouichi would have never made it this far.
his hands were shaking, but he cupped her face still, touching his forehead to hers. he'd always be there! no matter what. he gently wipes at her tears with his thumbs, frowning because there are so many. ]
Never. I-I'd never.
[ he tries to smile for her, though it's crooked and sad. he can't stand to see her in this sort of pain. ]
I'll follow you forever, I promise. [ it was the truth! ]
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she smiled still even as she closed her eyes, giving a small laugh (but she's still crying, because the pain is still there no matter how much she wants it to go away now that he's here) in response as their foreheads touched. her hands came to gently touch his, small fingers grasping around the sides of his hands to give a small squeeze—a thank you, a reassurance that she'd be okay, even if she wasn't now.]
I'm sorry. [ she whispered, him being so close there was no need for otherwise and at those words slipping from her mouth, she still continued to cry despite his attempts to wipe the tears away. she'd kept so much from him and now here she was throwing herself at him in hopes he'd still accept her with open arms. and even as he did, even as he promised her things no one could promise (and she believes him), she still had to say it.] I'm so sorry.
[ sorry for the tears. the lies. the secrets and everything else and in between. ]
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idly running his fingers through her hair, he tucked it behind her ears. ]
Don't -- [ he didn't understand. ]
You don't have to apologize. There's no reason to.
[ there really wasn't. & he wasn't without his fair share of secrets either. this was the least he could do. and for so long now he'd been wandering without a purpose. he would like to think that the reason he was allowed to stay so long was because he would now be useful again. ]
Just let me help.
[ whatever she wanted, she could have it.
he'd get it for her somehow. ]
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reaching up she gently cupped his face between her hands, letting her thumb run across the side of his cheek. another small smile then, and she still choked back a sob mixed with a soft laugh of relief, unable to express how grateful she was to have him here at this moment.]
You're all I need, then. [and it was true, if he would stay with her. her strength, her willpower, and her happiness, she could draw from him and only him if he wouldn't leave. never was a long time, but she tried not to be negative, not when she'd broken apart in front of him and he'd held her up in his arms and carefully put her back together with so few words.]
But... I don't want to lose you. I can't. [she couldn't stand the idea of another gone, she couldn't fathom her life without him now, too. to keep his promise meant he had to protect himself, could she trust him to do that? she hoped so.
she couldn't tell him anything, couldn't let him help, couldn't let him further into his life if he would only disappear like everyone else.]
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I'll do whatever it takes! [ he answered again almost too quickly. it put him on the spot, making him feel a bit self-conscious. he pauses a moment, biting on his bottom lip. ] I'll get stronger!
You can trust me.
I-I refuse to be a liability to you...
[ for what it was worth he had managed to escape death so far.
though to be honest he didn't quite know how. ]