[She knows it's something she can't avoid forever. That would be hiding, burrowing into another coffin. She's learned by now that isn't the way to live.
The Queen's announcement had spread through the Gardens like wildfire. Finally, they would be allowed the opportunity to return home, and while some time ago this news would have filled Utena with joy, she is conflicted now, has gained connections she never thought she would. She had not thought of the day where she'd have to say goodbye. She had not thought of what she might say at all.
Careless. She'd been careless, had almost resigned herself to staying, and now...now she wasn't sure what she was meant to do. She's spent her time over the past few days primarily to herself, working up her nerve to speak to Mami, but today she finds herself at a familiar apartment building.
A moment later, and she's knocking on Mami's door.]
3 wow this is going to be awful
The Queen's announcement had spread through the Gardens like wildfire. Finally, they would be allowed the opportunity to return home, and while some time ago this news would have filled Utena with joy, she is conflicted now, has gained connections she never thought she would. She had not thought of the day where she'd have to say goodbye. She had not thought of what she might say at all.
Careless. She'd been careless, had almost resigned herself to staying, and now...now she wasn't sure what she was meant to do. She's spent her time over the past few days primarily to herself, working up her nerve to speak to Mami, but today she finds herself at a familiar apartment building.
A moment later, and she's knocking on Mami's door.]