when was the last time she heard words like those that weren't from her own mouth? she was having a hard time remembering, and with each second passing without an answer she felt herself losing more and more.
what was she losing to, exactly?
herself. her insecurities. her powerlessness. her loneliness. ]
Don't leave me. [ she whispered, words breaking in between forming tears. this wasn't her, she was better than this. better than sinking to her knees and begging dependency on another. but without kaname, without zero, she couldn't—
—there was nothing—
she didn't know anymore. and she didn't know what she could ask of shouichi to make things tolerable again. this place. everything that had happened. everything that was going to ultimately happen. she didn't know if there was anything that could be done. she'd never felt so lost and helpless and for the first time she realized that her only support left was the man in front of her.
could she ask that of him, though?
of course, she already had by telling him not to leave her, hadn't she. it was too late to turn back now and yuuki was sure in a better state of mind she'd regret pouring her heart onto someone she cared so deeply for, to burden them with the feelings that constantly churned and rippled inside of her.
but, for now... she looked up at him, forcing a sad smile all the while with tear-glazed eyes. it was so much to ask. too much, maybe. ] ...Please. You won't, will you...?
n///n <3
when was the last time she heard words like those that weren't from her own mouth? she was having a hard time remembering, and with each second passing without an answer she felt herself losing more and more.
what was she losing to, exactly?
herself. her insecurities. her powerlessness. her loneliness. ]
Don't leave me. [ she whispered, words breaking in between forming tears. this wasn't her, she was better than this. better than sinking to her knees and begging dependency on another. but without kaname, without zero, she couldn't—
—there was nothing—
she didn't know anymore. and she didn't know what she could ask of shouichi to make things tolerable again. this place. everything that had happened. everything that was going to ultimately happen. she didn't know if there was anything that could be done. she'd never felt so lost and helpless and for the first time she realized that her only support left was the man in front of her.
could she ask that of him, though?
of course, she already had by telling him not to leave her, hadn't she. it was too late to turn back now and yuuki was sure in a better state of mind she'd regret pouring her heart onto someone she cared so deeply for, to burden them with the feelings that constantly churned and rippled inside of her.
but, for now... she looked up at him, forcing a sad smile all the while with tear-glazed eyes. it was so much to ask. too much, maybe. ] ...Please. You won't, will you...?