Easier than sitting here pretending we're not wondering which one of us will screw the other one over first. Than-- Than trying to work against our instincts? [Her brow furrows as she tries to figure out what's got her wanting to run now, but it really does all come down to that fear of trusting someone without even realizing it. She does put a lot of faith in Wesley, more than she'll admit to.

And now she's feeling defensive about it.]

Maybe you can handle that uncertainty, but I can't. I thought I could, but it's not- [Not worth it? That's literally the opposite of what she wanted to say. Every part of her wanted it to be worth it, but there was no way of knowing.] -happening.