{there's a different in being there because someone needs you... and because someone wants you and Tifa's still caught on the jagged edge of the uncertainty of the second. She'll follow Cloud anyway, even into a hell like this, refusing to leave his side because he needs her there and she needs to be there. It's not the same as being wanted at that side or being sought herself, of being wanted to be kept there though. Not the same at all. Sometimes he does something and her silly, stupid little girl's heart soars with hope and yet other times she's left trying not to feel abandoned over something she knows he hasn't done on purpose. She doesn't know how he feels about her and that uncertainty is starting to wear even her thin and vulnerable so that she's missing steps and stumbling about other things she knows deserve her concentration and determination. They're in the middle of the end of the world and she shouldn't even be thinking about something as personal and selfish as where his heart might be... and yet she does. Losing him at the Northern Crater, waking up without him in her world anymore... }

I lied to him. Zack - I... didn't tell him about you. It's my fault he fell apart. He trusted me and - I lied to him.